K. Adhi Nugraha

Adhi is a word,
Adhi is a world.
Knowing him is like identify a rhythm; keeping steps with that restless, rapid music, seasons.
He is like colours, tunes, and perfumes pour in endless cascades in the abounding joy that scatters.
Full of thoughts, full of fears, full of doubts.
He is like an adventure, he is a book that I write.
Hope it has no last chapter.


*boso jowo kesunda2an, basa sunda kejowo2an. soto bandung kesolo2an, solo gak punya soto kebandung2an*

Departing

I ask for a moment's indulgence to sit by the side.
The relationship that I have in hand, I will finish afterwards.
Can it be true that I forgot you?
You have moved from my world, to take seat at the root of my life,
and therefore is this forgetting-remembrance lost?
You are no longer before my songs, but one with them.

My Love is Like to Ice

My love is like to ice, and I to fire:
How comes it then, that this his cold so great is not dissolved through my so hot desire, but harder grows the more I his entreat?
Or how comes it that my exceeding heat is not allayed by his heart-frozen cold,but that I burn much more in boiling sweat, and feel my flames augmented manifold?
What more miraculous thing may be told, that fire, which all things melts, should harden ice,
And ice, which is congealed with senseless cold, should kindle fire by wonderful device?

Such is the power of love in gentle mind, that it can alter all the course of kind.

Thx, e.s.

Katanya kamu sayang aku, tapi kamu tinggalin aku

Kamu kok begitu?
Hanya pandang mata.
Nggak ada bukti,
nggak bisa dipegang.

Kamu kecewain aku, berkali-kali
Terus, dan terus...
Aku muak! Aku nggak mau pelihara kamu lagi.
Pergi sana! kamu nggak layak dapetin aku.
Sumpe, deh!

Kenapa kamu pergi?
Aku sedih, tahu?
Kamu pergi nggak bisa aku susul.
Bukan karena aku nggak mau,
tapi aku nggak bisa... aku masih hidup.

[dedicated to Kebi, the cutest hamster ever alive!Well, he was...]

Gadis

Ah!
Kamu buka lagi kakimu.

Please, jangan biarkan dia begitu.
Sesungguhnya kamu berharga,
ingat ibumu!

Siapa sih, dia?
Kamu cuma menemukannya di jalan.
Apa dia berhak?
Mana cintamu?

Kamu adalah gadis.
Meski bukan kesayangan bapakmu.
Tapi aku sayang kamu!

Jangan begitu,
please!

If I have to choose

He must be the one I trust.
Rest my bones, thoughts, and desires.
Completes.

Crossing

Last night, I'm thinking.
About all.
But it is either to say;
no, for every one.

Ketemu camer... ugh! Deg2 an...

Kamis kemaren gw ketemu camer... Pfuihh... deg2 an bangeedh...
Udah pernah beberapa kali ketemu dan jalan bareng sih... tapi ini karena gw menyambangi rumah do'i [duh 80an banged deh istilahnya..]
Kesannya gimanaaa, gitu kan.... secara gw wanita pemalu dan pendiam geto lohh..
seekor, eh seorang pere' menyambangi rumah lelaki untuk bertemu orangtua kan kesannya hip banged gitu ya? [benernya sih biasa aja, tapi inget petuah nyokap gw, kalo belum kawin haram hukumnya nyambangin rumah orang tua pacar. Krn katanya kesan yg ditimbulkan ntu, si ceweknya yg nyosor...]

Iya gitu? Di jaman era teknologi dan impormasi seperti sekarang ini?
Sungguh sulit dipercaya ternyata emak gw dibalik ke-moderat-an dan ke-premanita-an dan ke-sipir penjara-annya ntu, masihtersimpan gengsi ala ja-doel.

Eh tapi, klo gw punya anak pere' kelak... gw juga bakal tanemin juga nilai2 di atas...
Biar dia punya harga diri... [ck ck ck... hari gini, bu...]

Eh btw... knapa gw jadi nglantur yah... back to benang merah crita..
Setiba gw disana bo-nyok nya lagi pada di meja makan, having dinner geto deh...
Trus ibu [cieehhh] menyambut gw... trus gw disuruh makan deh... ihi ihi ihi... agak grogi tapih krn gw lapar, ya sutra.. tancep bleh!
Nah, abis acara makan ntu yg agak2 parno... setelah bokapnya memamerkan semua piaraan ; yah kira2 100 unggas, 1 merak, 2 ekor anjing, puluhan ikan dll... mulailah beliau bercerita masa2 dinas dahulu kala... [ya iyalah... secara dese dokter kopassus geto, pasti banyak pengalaman aneh2]
Duh, gw kagak tahan ngantuuuuk bgt... penderitaan terletak pada saat gw nahan nguap!
Pipi gw gembung geto, tapi ditahan... walhasil ya kentut2 dikit huahuahuahua....

Trus kita nongton2 tipi bentar... kayaknya sih ibu tau kalo gw ngantuk... trus secara ibu njowo beradh getoh *waktu menunjukkan pukul 10 malam*, akhirnya ibu berkata "nduk, ngantuk ya... yo wis nanti dianterin pak eko pulang." [Pak Eko adalah chaffeur keluarga]
Finnaly! Hihihi, malu juga karena gw dah ampir terngacai2 di sofa...

Si mas sie cuma ketawa2 doang ngliat gw keliaran di situ...
Abis bapak [cieeeeehhhh] mamerin piaran sambil nyuruh2 gw nyamperin ntu binatang2... ih kan agak parno juga liat ayam gede2, burung2, bebek, angsa dalam jumlah major.
Yang geli pas beliau nunjukkin piaraan ikannya... gw disuruh datengin ke kolam 1, trus ke kolam 2.. trus disuruh ngitungin ikannya udah ada berapa.. maaakkk!! Akhirnya gw ngasih jawaban summary aja... [scara gw terbiasa bikin report 'ajaib' di kantor geto loh]

Yang lebih geli lage (menurut aku loh mas...) ternyata keluarga mas sedang mempunyai misi menyembunyikan sebagian besar unggas2 tersebut ke dalam ruangan.. ktnya sih krn bakalan ada sidak unggas dlm rangka pemberantasan flu burung.

Biar gw ga suka binatang [kecuali jerapah], gw kesian juga liat ntu burung2 dimasukkin kardus2 (dibolongin sih) trus ditutup kain2 lebar geto... hahahah! Terus di storage di kamar gudang, dll (rahasia donk taro di mana... tar ada yg baca trus ngadu bisa brabe urusan!]

Yah, begitulah kira2 kunjungan kenegaraan gw kali ini...
Setelah menyembunyikan unggas, lalu gw pulang...
Bobo nyenyak... eh ga juga ding... ada sedikit tragedi, tapiii rahasia dooong... ehehehe
Tapi sekarang dah beres, ya kan yang?

ndut... ndut... katanya

"Ih darling... kamu gendutan deh skarang.."
"Iya nih, badan gw lagi meledak.."
"Diet dong, hun... sayang loe masi muda nanti ga laku"
*gubraakkkk... klontang..krompyang...*

Emang ada hubungannya yah.. ah masa sih?
Semua orang bilang sekarang aku gendut. Ih! Sungguh menohok...
Tapi emang iya sih.. naiknya aja 10 kilo... yg nandingin cuma orang hamil kalee naiknya sedrastis itu...
Pas awal2 kerja sih masih 40-42 kg... langsing dong bo...
bertahan ampe 2005 awal... tapi sejak gw pindah kerja ke tempat yg sekarang, entah kenapa tak dinyana tak disangka menggelembung ampe sekarang berat gw 50 kg!
kemaren sih sempet turun jadi 45, tapi ntu gara2 sakit... setelah sembuh malah naik ampe 52 kg.

Kata temen2 sih ntu karena gw sekarang senang, bahagia...
dari hongkong??
Justru karena kerjaan gw lebih stressfull, time consuming, and really tiring.
Cemilan selalu setia menemani gw bekerja; kripik, bronies, batagor, serabi, gorengan, eskrim, pizza... nyam!
Sekarang sih much better krn I'm not doing it all alone... ada freshmen, lumayan.

tp kadang2 ga pede deh... so what geto loh kalo gw jadi molig?
kan bagus, jadi ada "love handle" hehehehehe..

Trus emangnye,kalo badan gendut jadi ga laku?
Emang jualan.. hihihi
Lagipun kayaknya ga masalah deh.. kalo dah clique mah mau bentuknya kayak apa juga bisa jalan...

"your body is a wonderland. your body is a wonder...." [john mayer]

Stupid Boss

I have a boss... well, not my boss directly.. but unluckily he's one of them I should send my report to.
[that so called boss...]
Hell yeah, but I don't wanna admit that he's my boss... he's not my boss at heart haha!
[not clear *gak jelas maksutnye... lagian basa inggrisnya bener kan... huh dibahas*]
He's a moron, has an IQ below 40.
He have that Forrest Gump style, but he's not an idiot savant. Simply idiot. Dick head.. like the picture,... Made from dicks!
In a way he's digesting what's goin' on on the company took the longest time I have ever notice before he finally realize sumthin'.
How the hell he's entered such company as mine?!
Da' girlz called him JP, it's from Jack Pot a.k.a puke alias munte.. [in betawesse... hihihi maksa]
Match his name though... L. Munthe.. hahaha!

On costumer's eyes he didn't have any good recognitions either...
He sort of.. like... persona non grata
Didn't wanted. Must be exiled. Must be extradited.

Uugh!
Gives me headache everytime I have to explain things to him.
I said "oh shit! He's even dumber than I thought..."
At least 4 times before he catch up with anything.
Waste of time. My time! Time is money to me, so waste of money. My money!
since I am Sunda-Jewish so it matters! A lot!!

Note :
To Ijul, Ge, Adu or whoever knew this guy...
Please tell him to quit his job...
It's worthless... It's better for him to just sleep at home and let everybody in peace....

lagi nilpun

lagi nilpun

tadi aku tilpun sana tilpun sini, pokoknya sok sibuk.
[trus apanya yg penting?]
ehe ehe ehe...
sebenernya lagi nyoba-nyoba send picture lewat hello
[trus apanya yg penting?]
sapa sih yang tanya-tanya?!!! suka suka gue dong!!!!
[trus apanya yang penting?]
iya deeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhh... emang ga penting, trus mu apa lo hah???
[ih sewot, trus apanya yg penting?]
grrrr!!!!!

Mimpi

Aneh,
Dua kali aku mimpi sama
Dia gandeng cewek lain
Apa ini pertanda?

Ke Salon

Aku mau creambath, hairspa, blowdry.
"Yuk, kita cek rambutnya."
"Rambutmu sudah tidak punya kutikula."
Hah?

Love

C'mon! Sing along....


L is for the way you look at me,
O is for the only one I see.
V is very, very extra-ordinary,
E is even more than anyone that you adore can...

Love is all that I can give to you,
Love is more than just a game for two.
Two in love can make it,
Take my heart and please don't break it,
Love was made for me and you.

~Interlude~
L is for the way you look at me,
O is for the only one I see.
V is very, very extra-ordinary,
E is even more than anyone that you adore can...

And love is all that I can give to you,
Love is more than just a game for two.
Two in love can make it,
Take my heart and please don't break it,
Love was made for me and you...
Love was made for me and you...
Love was made for me and you!

Wow! Nat King Cole's song is forever awesome! It's romantic, inspiring, sweet and funny all in the same time.
I heard this song on my way to Jakarta. I listened to it in a very early morning, still this song makes me feel so good and rushed a missing feeling for my loved ones...
I sang along with my driver [he has a lovely voice], and amazingly I did'nt get bored!
Old songs have that kind of magic that makes everybody wants to sing over and over...
Not just Nat's song, I also adore Sinatra's, and Manilow's...
These days we have young singers too that I terribly love... John Mayer is fabulous! Jamie Cullum, Josh Groban, Michael Buble...
They makes me go ummhh!!

L, is for the way you look at me.... ^_^

blog malpraktek

aduuuu...
Dia tuh guru blog gue... uuuggghhhh..... gw senewen deh, dari kemaren ga nyambung gw tanyain gimana caranya masang poto. Secara gw banci foto geto loh, masa di blog gada fotonya?
Jadi aja tuh gw pasang foto jidat [cantik] segede gaban...
Pas gw ampir nyerah kaga tau menau gmn caranya, trus dia dgn tampang polosnya bilang " kalo lo mu insert foto, loe edit postingan lo trus add image..."
iiiiiihhh..... nah ntu yg dari kemaren gw tanyain...
dia malah nyuruh gw masang foto di web trus bla bla bla... trus ngomong bahasa planet "inih loh, lo tinggal edit syntax-nya"
apaan tuh syntax? yg gw tau 2tax... apa dia mu jualan bensin yah? ah ga tau.... dasar aduuuu!
Bi Sobbriiii... bi sobbriiii.... [wejangan adu kalo gw dah ga sabar, ktnya artinya jadilah sabar]
ugh adu, gw gemes dehhhhh!

kuki's first posting

yayyy!
finally got my first blog... thanks to adu.
hmmm, i was full of thoughts when i sign up this blog. where all those words go??
uughh!